I drink tea every night and coffee every morning. I listen to the postal service or ms. jones soda while falling asleep. I eat at certain points in the day and hit snooze on three times on one of the three different alarms that buzz in my ear in the mornings. I play with kitty while I read for class. I feel like I am on auto-pilot these days but this routine is filled with comforts.

I idealize many concepts to great extents. I don't think anything could ever be as good as I think it will be because I will always have such high expectations, despite my knowledge of reality.

I am a fairly private person when it comes to things that are important to me. I don't like advice unless I extend an invitation for it. People have always tried to tell me what to do and I do not operate on other's opinions, though there are a select few people's opinions I highly value, I listen to others and then do what I think is best not what other's think is best for me. Cramming things down my throat will only motivate me to do the opposite of what you say. That was always my biggest motivater, people telling me that I couldn't do something because it would propel me to show them that I could.

I don't know if I make sense to you, but If you know me, you will understand.